synthesized meaning.

her vichyssoise of verbiage was most verbose, yet vacant.

it is a far cry from what i thought was at hand, this life.

i believe meaning is to be created, not just used. the meaning of words are realized only if they are meant.
a person has to be of meaning for their words to ever hold any value, if at all its truest.
i have encountered nothing but wordy syntax, un-rooted and bearing no essence of the significance of each and every word.

if a person simply decides that what they had meant, something they said in the past holds no water now in the present, then the quiddity of all that or of those more to come would bear no value, and maybe even the person it came from.
it should be in our best interest to make sure we only spurt out words that we would truly stick by to anytime, anywhere. we should make at-most effort to mean each word we speak. everything would otherwise be a lie, white if you'd like to consider it. sure people change, and thats exactly what we must base our actions on. knowing so should be alert enough to dwell over anything that we do just so that we don't go back on it later on.

'sorry', is all that you can say. words come by easily, like 'forgive me'.

but you can speak all you want, babble your way through your entire life and not mean a single word you ever spoke.

the crux of the matter is, people can be very deceiving. not meaning something you said and lying about something are completely different things, however different, its just a thin red line that separates them. people are deceiving in a way that they might sound extremely genuine, but are hardly.

i seemed to find the road to nowhere.

still,the point is not not to lie, but to stick by what you say you mean.

and with it let me say,